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Destroy Again
2005.XX.XX


I = Interviewer

Y = Yoshiki



Violet UK: Destruction without creation.

With the release of his first original solo classical album in 12 years, "Eternal Melody II", and his live DVD, "Yoshiki Symphonic Concert with Tokyo City Philharmonic Orchestra featuring Violet UK", Yoshiki came back from L.A. Many TV broadcasts and news programs are showing the opening ceremony of the Aichi World Expo where he will appear as the conductor, so many of you might see his presence. But in this edition we were granted a face-to-face interview with him for the first time in along time. The main focus of the interview is of course the recently announced release date for Violet UK's debut album.

The X DAY is September 22nd 2005-- That fated day, was the day that X Japan's sudden disbandment was announced 8 years ago. He's planning once again to begin a movement that defies time and space... and then in the history of rock... bring back that "something" that stopped.

I: So have you been able to enjoy Spring in Japan?

Y: Not at all, I have a mountain of things that I must get done Well actually I love Japanese food so in that sense I am enjoying myself. For the moment my aim is to promote the classical album, but basically I feel like I am preparing for the release of Violet UK's album.

I: So you feel like you are mainly concentrating on Violet UK even though you have a lot of other things to do before hand, right?

Y: Yes, that's right. Especially this time, with the World Expo coming up, everything up until now seems like it has had a classical sort of atmosphere to it. However, as you know, as soon as that finishes there is going to be a complete change.

I: Having said that, did you enjoy the World Expo?

Y: I think it has provided a great opportunity. I feel honored to always receive these new challenges for such special occasions. Before, I was sort of seen as a rock musician who can also perform classical music. In reality, that's how I was perceived even when I played piano for the 10th Anniversary of our Emperor as well. This time, its classical musicians seeing me as having been requested to appear at these occasions as well. I mean this in a good way however... That's why in reality I spend so much time and effort in practicing and composing before hand. It might sound strange me saying this myself, but to me these aren't huge events.

I: I guess you can't get satisfaction from doing things half heartedly, and you also can't fulfill requests or people's expectations.

Y: Exactly. But one thing I felt this time and in previous occasions when I have done this sort of thing, is that it doesn't matter what field the event is in, to me its all the same thing. I think of it all as practice for me and even after many years under various classical teachers, no matter what new knowledge I learn, the way I compose songs never changes.

I: So in effect what you are saying is that beautiful melodies are not born from knowledge?

Y: That's right. And, in regards to melodies, various teachers have told me I possess something outstanding... However, on the contrary I have built up a lot of self-confidence.

I: It's because in various situations such as the classical concert and at the World Expo you have felt your melodies being spread out into the audience isn't it? That also gives you self-confidence and reassurance doesn't it.

Y: Yes, I agree. The fact that I have been fortunate enough to be involved in all of these different scenes, and that I am still here trying my best... I guess I am allowed to feel confidence in myself, aren't I? After doing all the outrageous things I've done... and yet I'm still here now...

I: This time you also participated in the opening round of the Rakuten Eagles baseball team. There was also a rumor that you were going to throw the opening pitch. In the end you appeared as a guest presentator.

Y: Yes, after all I thought its better if the children were to throw the opening ball. Even though I did sort of practice for the event I'm friends with the president of the Rakuten Eagles team, so we often drink together. After that game we were up until about 5 a.m. in the morning drinking together. When he bought the Kobe I went to the opening game as well! Then when I asked him, "So, what's next for you?" he said "How about if I tried tennis?"

I: If you include those opening games it looks like Yoshiki is becoming a person who you can only see at ceremonies. But like this time, if you are bringing a new product along with your stay here, you'll certainly be able to hear the fans direct reaction. Don't you think there's a difference in the mood this time?

Y: Yeh, it feels like I have am finally back to being an artist again just like before... And I really feel that my work as an artist is beginning again after all this time But, only this time with the classical album, I released it is to sort of feel in a blank. Its not as if I was trying to create something, its just that I happened to build up a collection of those type of songs and that's why this release has taken on this form.

I: And don't you think its also something that fills in the blank about Yoshiki's long journey and allows people to identify with your past?

Y: Yes, I agree. On top of that, since I'm heading towards Violet UK from now on, this is like "the calm before the storm"... well not literally, but I think it has that feeling to it. Almost like an end or full stop to something.

I: This time the classical album for the first time contains different versions of some Violet UK tunes, such as "Unnamed Song" and "Red Christmas" etc...

Y: Usually you wouldn't conceive of doing such a thing right?

I: That's right, didn't you feel a little bit uneasy about releasing the classical versions and people having pre-conceived or miss-conceived ideas about your intentions?

Y: No, not at all. Melody wise I think things are the same. So it doesn't really matter which version gets released first. Maybe its because I have so much faith in Violet UK. As you know, after such I long time, my self-confidence has come back.

I: What are you talking about... "After such along time"?

Y: Yes, even during the days of X, first with "Blue Blood" and with "Jealousy", in those days I had a lot of self-confidence. But, later on I felt as if something was lacking. For example, with the album "Dahlia" I don't think there was anything wrong with the degree of completion, but “something” wasn't there. And it is that "something" that I've been continually seeking, and now 10 years have passed by. In short, that "something" is there, in Violet UK.

I: So, what exactly is that "something"?...

Y: How should I say it... Well after doing music for a long time everyone asks themselves "why did I start this in the first place?", or... they kind of forget what it was that they thought about music when they were a child... you follow?

I: In short, their initial intentions?

Y: Yes. Like when you first think "Ahh, rock is so cool!" and the first time you hear the guitar, or the moment you play the drums, there is this feeling isn't there. In real terms, it is like there's something totally outrageous, something radical. And I think for that individual person and for listeners as well, every single sound in that moment should be encompass that shocking feeling.

I: I see. Something that you can feel in both "Blue Blood" and "Jealousy", something that doesn't exist in "Dahlia". When I think about what you just said, "Dahlia" comes across as a kind of collection of singles, doesn't it? And I thought, maybe that's why there is a gap in the degree of totality between those albums... Do you agree?

Y: There's that aspect as well. And also I think there's the fact that there was no longer a feeling of rebellion. That feeling of going against something...

I: Well, one might say that the keyword for the former X was "no rival", don't you think? If you think about that now, I believe that without authority your immense self-confidence in a way created that phrase. Then couldn't you say that you felt you needed a sense of authority?

Y: Sure. On top of that, at the time when we released "Dahlia" we had already been completely accepted by everyone. So then, we sort of lost something to fight against. Also, I think we were already consciously heading towards the worldwide market when we released "Dahlia". But, at that time we couldn't see the world we wanted to see in a sense. There was simply a huge world in front of us, and we didn't know how we should approach it. Yeh... So that's why I think "Dahlia" lacked excitement.

I: A feeling of excitement/ferocity? That doesn't exist in your classical style of music, does it? On that side of things, a certain side of you is left behind, and now you are returning to your true self... Wouldn't you say that in regards to this aspect your thirst has also grown stronger?

Y: That's probably true also. But even in my classical works, some songs, for example "Without You", which is a song I wrote for hide, I think there is that sense of ferocity. Also, in relation to Violet UK, the thing I paid most attention to during recording etc... were elements like ferocity and venom. "Beauty" is something that is naturally there in the melody.

I: In other words, to create "beauty" it didn't take as much effort since its something that you are already expert at?

Y: Yes, that's what I thought. Therefore, you might say I was almost seeking a sense of danger or new ground.

I: You can certainly feel venom in both "Unnamed Song" and in "Red Christmas".

Y: Exactly. I guess those two are pretty close to the original arrangements. But, while I was composing them I was completely absorbed in Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata". Although they are both ballads, they are somewhat different to songs I've composed up until now. I guess if I try to explain these ballads, it kind of felt like I was trying to take a Radio Head style approach.

I: In short, VIOLET UK's music has both "beauty" and "venom", and to leave one of these elements out would mean that you wouldn't be able to complete it, right?

Y: Yes, that's right. Violet UK's 1st album contains 2 ballads. Although, both songs are calm and beautiful, they also make your blood boil with excitement.

I: So what stage is the album in at the moment? According to rumors you are now making 2 albums at the same time...

Y: Can you wait just one second please... (Yoshiki disappeared into another room and brought back with him 1 disc from the first album, including a list of song names). At the moment this is how it looks. This is the 1st album, but I may still change the order of the songs a bit.

I: I feel like running off with it! Hahahha

Y: Hahaha. Some of the songs are still only in demo form and others I'll be editing further, but its nearly 100% completed now. The first track "Sonnet 155" is a kind of intro song. Shakespeare wrote 154 sonnets before he died. So, this is like the next sonnet.

I: "Belladonna", "Angel", "Fetish", "Sex & Religion"... The song titles in the list all contain a sort of symbolism that stimulates one's imagination, don't they?

Y: Just from looking at the song titles you can see it that has a really heavy feel to it, can't you? Well depending on the song some of them are still tentative titles though...

I: Is "Blind Dance" going to be in this album?

Y: I actually got rid of that song after the DVD. "Blind Dance" is not planned to be part of the 2nd album either. The 2nd album is actually at approximately the same stage as this album in fact]

I: Wow, you really were making two albums at the same time weren't you!

Y: That's about right. But in regards to the 3rd album I am still a bit unsure about it...

I: So simply put, you were able to progress with 2 albums at the same time because you have too many songs?

Y: No, its because I realized that if I don't make about 2 albums then I wont be able to express everything that I want to. There really is a wide range. Of course there are elements of rock and classical music, but there are also elements hip hop etc... Basically, there's a wide variety of music in there. Image wise its kind of like Pink Floyd style, or something close to that. But the music is much heavier.

I: Musically speaking its different but its similar in versatility, right? Making something that has so much depth yet so much consistency at its core into an album must have been a difficult task. The fact that there is a consistency amongst such a wide variety of music is the very thing that makes it full of wildness and venom, isn't it?

Y: That's right... Do you want to listen to some of it? Its only and introduction but if you'll turn off your tape recorder for me.

I: Ok! I'm turning it off!

[After this introduction everything suddenly falls in chaos]

I: Its kind of like a movie in a way, isn't it?

Y: Yeh, from here its like something is about to start. The song after this is pretty heavy...

I: Musically, I felt that one of the main features is the use of noise.

Y: There are images that artist Salvadour Dali painted when he came to American and began his new life in Hollywood. The images are like when a child being is born. So yeh, in terms of imagery... I definitely agree. Here in this part its like he himself is born again once more. Well, it feels like that kind of experience comes out in the lyrics.

I: I see. Well, just from listening to what you just said I can tell that the content is very versatile. However, with this level of detail and all these ideas of yours that built up over time I guess its only natural that what you wanted to do changed a number times?

Y: Yep, it changed a lot. But, after going round and round... I've already come full circle.

I: You mean you've comeback to the start again?

Y: Yeh, originally I wanted to mix beautiful melodies with noise and make one style of music. From there, I got caught up in dance music, or what you'd call trip-hop music. I was enthralled in things like Tricky, Vortis Head and Massive Attack From that stream I went towards trance, and then punk... And from there the loop came to a stop. After that it became even more "different". This time I went into the Jazzy stream... So that's how I went round and round... Finally, the atmosphere of it all ended up with rock in the center and various other genres on the outside.

I: I've been wondering for a while now which album would be released first, Guns and Roses new album or yours?

Y: Hahahaha. You mean "Chinese Democracy" don't you?

I: Axel Rose has also spent a lot time and must have changed the direction his music is taking, but in terms of being responsible for time spent in regards to sound, honestly speaking, I'm sure Yoshiki must have spent the most...

Y: I probably could have spent even more time than I have already, but as you know I have now decided along the lines of releasing it as it is now.

I: You mean, if you don't release it know, then it may never get released?

Y: Hmm, I feel that I've spent enough time on the sound and preparation. Especially with dance music etc... I'd have to make my music completely unprecedented. Although I was chasing after that, I think that too much time has already passed by.

I: If you were to reword that sentence, you might say that in those 10 years you spent you were almost waiting for that moment when the sound became unprecedented, is that right?

Y: Yes. Of course its not only that. There were also times when I was caught up in the moment and wondered to myself what direction should I take.

I: Getting back to your approach to music... Your rebellious attitude towards music is not like that of a teenager, but instead it is like your inner battle to make the quality of music progress far beyond what it is now, isn't it?

Y: That's right. But, I don't feel like I've change one bit. In a good sense, after putting everything I had into X I moved to L.A. right... Of course, I was still running my recording label and doing various projects, but in those 10 years I spent my life completed separated from Japan. In that sense... I don't think I've been able to grow too much.

I: Your will to rebel was sort of frozen in ice or something?

Y: Yes, something like that. I think I spent the time in quite a strange way. Like when I talk about concerts and promotion now, many people say to me "You haven't aged one bit!", or, "Usually at this age most people don't think like that". And most people automatically think, "That's because you are unaware of what has taken place in Japan since then". Here (in Japan) it seems as though things that are normal to other people are not normal to me.

I: Are there times when you wonder how you would have ended up if you stayed in Japan?

Y: Yes. If I'd stayed in Japan I probably would have ended up pursuing the rock entertainment world. It might sound rude to other people, but if I stayed I either would have ended up that way in order to maintain record sales, or simply kept on in the Indies scene right until the end.

I: Speaking of Indies, the UK in Violet UK is actually the short hand for Underground Kingdom isn't it? I believe that shows your intent on following underground music, however that doesn't mean that you aren't thinking of the major music scene as well does it?

Y: Of course I am aware of the major scene. It's just that I believe that as a movement everything must start from the underground, and then cause an outbreak. And I want to achieve that one more time.

i: I see, so in order to create this movement you need to build a kingdom in the underground scene, is that right?

Y: Yes, something like that.

I: Fundamentally speaking, Violet UK is progressing in a different manner to what you would usually call a "band", isn't?

Y: There were times when it was a band. Originally, I was doing Violet UK at the same time as X and at first there were 3 of us including the former Japan Mic Kaan??? (not sure who YOSHIKI is referring to here?). It was a little different then. As you know I sort of wandered in various directions. Ultimately, during the days of X, I think I was also spreading different styles of music. And because of this I started thinking, "isn't it ok to have more than one vocalist?", after all, the songs should be the main part and then you should be able change vocalists accordingly. If you look at it from a different point of view, then it can seem quite risky due to the fact that all of a sudden the music could become something totally different. So that's why I am thinking about what form it should take and how I should approach lives in regards to the members etc...

I: How about having close to 100 members on the stage one after another or something like that?

Y: It could well be like that, who knows But I think around 10 members would be fine. Depending on the tour, even the day, or the song, I could have different members appearing. So I think of it as being very flexible. Of course, there is also the chance that some members will become fixed members as well. Even when X was starting out I wasn't sure if the original members were going to be permanent or not. I think its just that while we were trying things we connected and bonded musically. So without deciding things beforehand I should be able to change it anytime and in anyway really. Anyway, things have already probably changed 50% at least since I started the project, so I think its fine not to set things in stone.

I: In regards to what you said about having the same destiny and sharing a link, I guess its kind of dull if you end up getting tied up with preconceived ideas.

Y: Yeh. It can end up like that if you have everything already decided in your head. I think the most beautiful way is if you can grow strong naturally.

I: In effect you can't express everything you are seeking to if you were to form a normal band, right?

Y: Well for the time being anyway. But, it also has something to do with the fact that up until now I've worked as a band and so I am kind of going against all that as well. There's also times when I feel like suddenly trying to create a rock band out of it as well. One day there might be a 5 fixed member Violet UK rock concert, and the next day there could just be music playing in some museum or something like that. I now think that having things like "This area is brought to you by Violet UK" are possible as well.

I: In short, you don't want to limit the way we think?

Y: Yes, exactly.

I: Yoshiki, in terms of musical direction at the moment, where are you heading for?

Y: I think mostly towards noise. I guess this is also rebelling in some way. This is true of all generations, but I think that pop music has the biggest following, don't you? I think that this type of friendly music is popular worldwide. I think that is fine, I just don't like the fact that more of the opposite type of music doesn't exist. I too listen to pop music and I do like it, its just that right now I want the opposite. I want the complete opposite of pop to have a huge presence.

I: On the flip side, if noise was most popular, then you might have been seeking pop music?

Y: Maybe that's also true. I guess after all I'm a pretty strange person, hehe.

I: I think that X was a role model for children. It was like a reason for them to take up an instrument, or the reason why they wanted to start a band. I personally think that the only sin of your long silence Yoshiki, has been your absence from that role.

Y: I see... I think when I when I was in X I was doing completely outrageous things. That "something" that I mentioned before, could well be that outrageousness. In a sense I think that music and a musical lifestyle are in some way like a textbook. But I think that X really pointed out that its boring to do everything as it has been done before. For example, right now I think that the emphasis, and what is written in the unspoken rules, is to write music that will sell, or make the right choices with recording companies. Now in the Indies scene its all about whether you can sell records, isn't it. Indies should really be outrageous, and it shouldn't not sell just because its something outrageous. I think more people should try more outrageous things. Basically, the main thing that I dislike is doing things the way its set out in a textbook.

I: The person doing the most outrageous thing stands out from the crowd, and in the end whatever that person does becomes a "movement" in itself. If that happens, then you get a new textbook.

Y: That's true. That's why this time my motto is "destruction without creation".

I: Oh, now I understand. I was going to ask what that slogan meant.

Y: Basically, after destroying everything, then that's where I finish. After that, everyone else should create stuff, hehehe.

I: Completely scatter all the unnecessary things. That's truly monstrous, hahaha!

Y: Hahaha. I'm gonna completely get rid of the current conservative/fixed situation, and then leave it to the other people later on to create something new... something like that at least.

I: To be able to do that amount of destruction means you must have built up quite a lot of self-confidence, right?

Y: I think so. After destroying and completely changing everything, I think I'll create a symphony in the classical scene. But I think first my mission is to cause destruction.

I: It is very brave of you to say such things. I think that most people at your age or who have so much experience in the rock industry, would try something more conservative.

Y: Yeh. Well in my case I also have classical music as a sort of escape route. Its kind of strange me saying this myself I actually want to study more, and then form my own symphony, but I think of that as something I continually work on all my life. Of course the same goes for rock. If I end up like the Rolling Stones or Eric Clapton then I think that will end up becoming by life's work. If I had continued with X, then I think I probably would have ended up like that as well. But, that totally fell to pieces. What's more, I am not really seeking that with Violet UK. I think I'll just cause total destruction, and then disappear off into the distance.

I: Do you mind if I ask you a little bit about that? How do you feel about X Japan's past and history, etc, right now?

Y: It was my life. Of course, I still sometimes wonder what it would be like if we continued on until now. Would we still be appearing on TV?... etc. But like I said from before around the time "Dahlia" was released we'd already started to become conservative.

I: In other words, it was "destruction without creation"?

Y: Yeh, I think so. When we started out we were defying everyone's expectations. But when I think about it, in the end we made an album that everyone would accept. And I think that's where we sort of became conservative. So... this time with Violet UK I am going to show everyone the true destruction that I was unable to create with X Japan!

I: Is that a declaration of destruction even before you start anything?

Y: Hahaha. Well, it does feel like that actually.

 


ThanX: Endless Dream, Danny

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